Right now, there’s this guy I like. But I have a feeling that he would never know..
Or at least, he’ll pretend he don’t know.
I also have this feeling that he chooses to ignore his feelings (if there ever are), because of a reason I don’t know what. I guess, he doesn’t really admit his feelings to anyone. He’s like a guy who doesn’t feel at all. Um, like, he feels but… ugh it’s hard to explain this. It’s like, he’s so secretive. I’ll just put it that way.
All I know is that, I shouldn’t pay attention to this liking. It’s a distraction. And it’s supposed to be just a small crush so I’m really trying my best here. Also, I don’t want to have false hopes, nope not again. I’m so tired of them.
You see, here’s the gossip. They said he likes me too. But I’m not yet believing anything until he said it himself. So that’s why no false hopes.
Why am I even making a big deal out of this, when it’s just nothing.
Nothing that it even made me blog it.